- OcEaN GaL -

2005-01-15T06:07:00.000-08:00

eLO~~`
I've chaNged mY blog URL le~~~
www.missing-memories.blogspot.com
take note!!!!
thanKS~~
signing oFf~

2005-01-06T13:41:00.000-08:00

waaHaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
suddenLy my entry aLL g0ne~
daMn iT!!!

Hi~!!!
verY Long never bloG lE~
scH reopen lE... & iT's s0 busY!!!!!
iT's onli e first wK!!! n iT's oredi so PAcked!!
waahaaa.... can't imagine when 0 levels c0me..
heEs... mY c0m spoiL le..
s0 i'm n0w bloggiNG at MAg's hSe..
band still very lonG mA``

firsTLy..
waahaa...
I wanna thanK mY prI sch fRens~~
haha..
aLL my presents r beLAtEd...
but stiLL thanKS!!
suddenLy kH pop up on Sat at my door step..
wId so many presenTS!! 0.o!
I Was Like =o
e bois each gif one prEsenT...
n all is stuFF TOY wid baby wraPPing -.-""
gt 2 beaR, one frm wei chong n jia long..
dunno who gif me one BIG monkEy.. 0mg..
den i tink zhI yi gif me photo fraME..
Kh keeping saying his present e smallest hoR..
nah.. bUt his is kinda pretty.. key chain..
$9.70! oh my God.

deN Sec sch fRenS~!
frm d charmed oneS. maG n you meI!!
dey gif me a OP d shirt n a piggy banK..
thanK yeW!!!
haha.. c0s dey say my drawer nt even half of..
their clothes... so buy my oNE... hEes..
daDdy stiLL havent giF me... keep 4getting..
uh, tS, i haven receive yet.. but anyway thank yew..

ha~
CCA OPEN HSE
i tink iT waS 0k bA...
nt much loR..
tiS yr lAst yr Le...
den e sec 3 will dominaTE...
hahaha...
dere arent a lot of sec 1 tiS yR leh~..
our CCA gt 53 sec 1 i tink..
doubt m0ct of thwm will turn up..

opps!! gt 2 makan LE!!!
cya~

2004-12-31T23:59:00.000-08:00

I'M FINALLY 15 YRS OLD!!!

WaahaA~ =DD
finaLLy woR.. hees..
dun say mE le!!
i can maKE IC lia0!~
muahahaaha~
haPpy bDae 2 mE~=x

thanks everyb0dy~!!
feR sendinG me bdaE gReetiNGS..
gt MeL chaN, mel tan, charmed ones, maGdalene, maggie, sherlyn, jia le, eva, koh wai, biao ge, you mei, zhi han, jia long, koon hua, hui hui, ernest, jarryl, jie ying, zoey, kai weI, liyana, Mitchell, Wei chonG...
sRy 4 thosE I've miSs out~~ =p
Ma gt buy mE caKE.. g0 biao ge working place celebrate...
=)))tmL g0in out wiD pri sch fRens..
heard dey planning 'surprise'
i dun feel SAFE~ >.<

yTd Jia lE bdae..
happy bdae!!
last nite we attendeD e Reunion diNneR..
fRee orh! heEs..
c0s gt 10 teachers cannot make iT..
wah.. no comments..
e food waS liKe...
weLL. u noE~=x..all band pp dres blacK..
except mitchell n jon..both wHite..
frm our table very stick out u noe???
hahaha..
I saw Mr Zach n Mary!!!!!
waaHaa..~~
Mr Zach still rmB Us.. =DD
hEEs...deN saW marK~ wiZard Of 0z..
like s0 excited...
waahaa
den s0me perform when we eatiNg..
e band call Zero axIs..
nt baD~hEes...
c0s gt Tin man n Lion inside lAr..
after tt we went mAc 4 meeting abT band thingS

duRing band...
Ms Tan suddenLy wanna giF uS e Buffet cLT..
but must tesT all of us under e presence of e band membeRs...
u noe e PressuRe h0w bIG 4 me a not??
My heart was beating s0 faST..
It's visible!!
Tze yu saW it t0o..
maN...
I dun tiNk i deserve e Clt loR...
my t0ne no gd + rhythm nT gd..
haIsh..
Ms Tan ..
os0 like dun gif face wan leH..
mei ren qing weI...
damn it!!!
cant 0ne who did juz a careless Mistake b giVen a chanCE???
dArn..
lala..
dun wan tok abt it lia0..

REview abT 2004!!
unforgettabLE....
DRAMA PERFORMANCE...
Man... i 'll NEVER EVER 4get abt it...
9 months of production~... =)
T0 Oz!!!

Bdae giftS~
hees.. we shared quite a lot of timeS 2 buy 0uR cls mates presents wor!waahaa...
h0w we everytime no headache over wad 2 buY..

Band~
Mr Chong went aWay..
& coming of Ms Tan....
seniors graD...
beiNg SL...
QM..
Instruments stoLen...
peRormaNce. at MAcrite//

ChaRmed oneS~
e forming of charmeD onEs...
waahaaa..
Felicia, kf, candy n me!

New FreNs~
Liyana~! Magdalene, MEl Chan~
Fadhi, Nic...wh0le of 38..

38 old folks visiting..
e dance we had~
waahaa...s0 funny~~

Badminton team in sCH...
Wid kf, Fadli n Nelson...

e daddy thiNgy..
charmed ones gt daddy.. NELSON//
waahahaa

Badminton outsIDe...
wID kf, maG ,Jia yi, SamueL...
=)

we went EscaPE..
you mei, candy, kf, nelson, sheng long, ernest
n those at chalet..
haha..
h0w we played rm tis game 2 that..
until so headacHE.. dizzy..
rMB????
hahaha.. tink we were sia0!

TeacherS daY...
never g0 back cckps...
stayed in sch watch conceRt..

hanging out wID PRi sch frens...
G0in MR leOW's hsE..
s0 funny...
cant stop laughing..
unforgettabLE Xmas`
Played water b0mB~
h0w my reputation ruined.. >.<
wAahaa...

0h ya!! d band concerTs...
at SP, combined JC at NTU, compassvaLE conceRt~~
aLL d band exchange prograMs~~

yA!!! and Singapore IdoL!!!!
TauFIk u Rock!! Rock oN!!!!!
muacK~! heEs.. =3

w0w..
i neVer t0t I wld b s0 busy tIs hoLiday either!!
waahaaa....

everybody out dere!!!!
Hapy nEW yeaR!!!!!!!!
May aLL yR dreaMS n wishes c0me true!!!!
Weeee!!!!!! hahaa...

~+~
The ReaSon 4 mE 2 changE wad I used 2 be...
aNd e reAson iS u...`
~+~

`-eR=
=D

2004-12-26T19:36:00.000-08:00

MeRry ChriStMas!!!!
wAahaA` =)

heY everyb0dy! iT's cHrisTmaS!
diD u haF fuN??
heEs.. I certainLy haF tiS chRistMAs~
ceLebrateD wiD pRi sch fRens..
It waS a BLAST!!
h0 h0 ho~!
although tIs yR d buys r moRe den e gaLS,
we still haD a lot of fuN!
saME as frI..
same 5 guyS.. 3 gaLS
actually supposed 2 b 6 guys 4 gaLS..
bUT Eva left eaRly..
dE Zhi yi caME less den an hR..
-.-" b0th os0 g0 oRchaRd...
anywya..
man, dey 3pm den reach my hSe..
we played e guess n0..
Muahahaa!! e first one kana iS kh
haha den ask him 2 cat waLk...
*shake heads*
his cat walk = WALKING
nt aCcepted deN..
asK him d0 3 p0se ba..
but we aLL must accept...
hiS 3 p0ses r reali oh man..
first look at Pris AT TiS ANgLE,
2nd closer, 3rd even closeR.. -.-
0f c0s nt accepteD..
den ask him 2 d0 lyk e cross stiched gaL on e waLL..
girly like tt de.. it was s0 daMn fuNny!!!
den still gt 2 moRe ma..
dey ask hIm d0 muslcar man de..
e 's' one n aRm onE... waahaaa
next one kanA NormaN!!
kana clip his lipS n pull it oFF.. ouchs~
den kaNa mE.. =x
d0 3 p0se loR..
c0s kinda embarrassinG ma..
i d0 all neo d0 veRy quiCk while sitting dwn..
den all e guys face weRe like -.-""""""""""""
saY dey os0 cAN d0. 1 2 3 take pic.
in e end nT accpeted
man!! s0 PaisaE!!!!!!!!
s0 i pT n stare at e one tt kana mE
2nd sLY de twinkle n smiLE.. =x
3nd Taufik's hand sign e 2 fingers tt onE
0f c0s e guys were likE.. u AH!!!!!
but nVm accpeted la..
nXt.. Jia loNg!!
den he os0 do 3 p0se loR..
I'm teLLing ya..
u C him ah..
u laugh wh0le daY!!! waahaa
next kana me again..
ask me use my body make out 3 letteRs..
A, S , T. =/ cant lA.. but c0s 3nd time..
dey say nvm lA.
lastly, Chu ha0 kana.. os0 puLL clip dE..

deN we g0 do waterb0mb..
d0 a lt of packets lAr..
deN my br0 keep interfeRe..
den e guys kinda fed up la.
c0s he keep wanting 2 test e waterbomb..
den d0 a lt of thinGS 2 get him out of e way..
FINALLY AH...

den we g0 dn 2 play block catching..
but e guys were playing bbaLL..
in e end chu hao n norman nid 2 g0 liao..
say skip la.. Play waterbomb la..
den my br0 come ply os0..
play beside e bball court..
once started.. everyone thRow..
aLL KANA ME!!!!!
man! my glasses drop ah..
it was a lot of fun~
but nt fair!!!
e guys take s0 many.. we onli 1 paiL
den e gals all weT..
onLi s0me guys wet a biT..
i was e wettesT..
den start picking up e plastiC loR...
dEn.. some plastIc bags gt left a bit water,,
den throw abt again..
dunno whther picking or throwing again..
0.o.. pick, thr0W, pick , throw..
waahaa..
we all want kana kh..
c0s he kinda dry..
n were e one who always aim so gd
n throw alot of timEs..

wEi chong still gt 2 more
Michelle gt 1 moRe..
muahaha.. den we want kana each other..
went up e stairs hide here dere....
saw each other run run run..
den ran to my hse corridoR
veRy fun~ in e end i ran hM..
everyone tot i afraid den hide,,
c0s onli i haf keys..
Muahahaha!!
dey dunno i go do more water bags
& thr0w at them thru e gatE..
in e end dey c0me in.. chu hao me keep doing..
muahaha..
kh n jia long kana most..
at first all aim kh..
of cos la..
he hit e gals most,,
den he os0 defeated..
den start playing back instead of running
all happen outside corridor..
imagine how wet it was!
we den dun wan do waterbomb,,
juz use bag fill wid wateR..
den thr0w or spill..
after kh gt wet.. neXt jiA long!!
muahaahahaha
damn fun!
n0 plastic bag mA..
den kh n jia long took their vlothes off
dere were drenched frm head 2 toe..
far wetter den me lE..
den kh use his shirt 2 drench water above ma heaD..
>.<>
everyone kana loR..
nt onli me wet le..
everyone equally wet..
tink kh n jia long more la..
c0s dey were reali drenched~
dripping wid watEr..
chu hao, nomran oredi left b4 e fight outside my hse begun
s0 left onli 3 boi, 3 gals..

den went in my hsE..
oh yA, no adult at hy hSe..
>.o s0 nvm.. hEes..
den in kitchen play again!!
at first a few boys went toileT..
all wid their shirts off >.<
deN dey start splashing water
when me went in kithcen kana agaIn...
at first nt tt wet.. den nw dripping weT!!
it was reali very funny n fun..
jia long live at woodlands..
den he say h0w??
kh n him onli bring shirt, no shorts..
HAHAHAHA!!!
den kh keep begging my small br0 4 a pant..
jia long he say nvm loR..
ate dinneR..
e guys kame laR..
keep using my hp call my hm..
me n bro stil blur bluR g0 take caLL
but onli 2 hear nth..
after dinner...
play Carrom (correct??)
boys play first...
den gals juz sit deRe lor..
we dunno how play ma..
excpet michelle..
she's a expert..
Jia long os0..
he left mE n pris tried one turn..
haha.. den anyh0w sho0t~

Wei chong os0 niD 2 g0 le..
kh acC Him 2 bus stop..
jia long ans call..
3 gals 2 play tiMe!!
in e end jia long os0 play
me patheic 2 pts onli..
all michelle n jia long win..
kh oredi cmae back..
suddenly wei chong called..
say still gt one more bottle of champagne in fridge havent drink..
s0 e guys went 2 open it..
den wanted pt e cork at uS..
tt means kana us gals la..
i c them trying 2 puSh e cork ah..
lyk husband n wife trying open wedding champange
hahaahA~
in e end, e cork juz fly a small dist..
e 2 guys were lyk CHAY!!!!!
wby e time we pour 5 cups 4 us, oredi not much left le..
den e guys juz gulp it dwn..
champange woR (of c0s no alcohol)
me n pris tot 10 plus.. den jia long say.
"ni tai kan de qi wo men le, onli 3 plus"
0.o e bottle lyk beer tt big woR~
den wanna yam seng!
u noe like wedding liddat la..
but jia l0ng saY.. christmas leh!!!
s0 we, 'MeRRRRryyy ChrisStMAsssssssss!"
i cannt drink la.. cannot stop laughing..
e way those 2 guys say it is 0mG
pris os0 haven drink..
kh left half cup..
we decided 2 haf a competition~!
c who dirnk tis finish first in ine gulp
e lAst one haf 2 kana powder on whole body..
e guys so confident woR..
in e end jia long lasT~!
c0s he c kh drink den laugh~
so kana loR~!
he took off his shirt in toilet..
at first make jia long..
dEn kh kana~! pris oso..
bai fa mo nu~ muahahaha
den jia l0ng waS like. wah.. more like kh kana..
c0s he kana lesser den kh insteAD
haha..
den my toileT...
wah.. juz snowing liddat..
i went in 2 clean..
den e 2 guys dun let me g0 ouT~!!
dey still gt powder ma..
den wan kana me os0..
so spray wateR at mE~
wah.. ScreaM laR!!!
den 2nd time kana again in toilet..
pris saved me again..
den she say..
"wa.. Hui'er, yr reputation spoil le~~
u wid 2 half naked bois inside toilet screaming~"
>.<....
of c0s we did nth laR~ dun tink wai wai~
after playing carrom again 4 a whiLE...
e bois left loR..
dey din g0 hm..
dey went watch kongfu hustle wid SS frens..
it was oredi 9 liddaT~
den we gals stayed 2 ply Carrom 4 a while den went hm..
wow... it was such a fun XmaS...
Kel n wan jun ah~!
next time i dun cAre.. must comE!!
oh ya.. we os0 exchanged xmas gifts..
more den $2 less den $5
I gt Chu hao's present..
a owl keychain wid very BIG BIG eyes...
i gave lit bro loR..
he like s0 sad no present
den he happy laR =))

waahAa~~it was s0 Fun~~
mayb here c like nt tt fun...
but if u were deRe~~....
u'll rmb it 4eveR...
thou we din take any PicS~~~
it will stay in our heaRts.. ( " ; " )

v(^o^)v

`-eR=

~+~
s0me memories r meant 2 b kept in e heaRt..
~+~

2004-12-24T23:37:00.000-08:00

~+~ ChRisTmas c0untD0wn~!! ~+~

WaaHaa~! ChriStmaS EvE~!!
Left 1hR pLus~!
LAlalala~~
tinK later singteL, M1, starhuB blax.. will all JAM
c0s everyonE will b sending X'mas gReetIngS!
waaHaa~!

HeeS~
2Dae waKe up watch MVP agaIn~!
deN waIT 4 mA Pri sch fRen dE Msg.
but I never receive it frM weI ch0nG!!
deN in e enD i LAte..
c0s i g0 down e track frm boon lAy ma..
deN k0on Hua 0so laTe..
iN e end dey say waIT 4 abt 1hr 4 d both of uS
-.-" b0th of us os0 din receive hIs msG~
muSt b hiS hP gt ProbLEm laR!!
still hIt my heAd~~ Wah`
deN we sIt all e waY 2 Pongol..
wE g0In 2 Mr LEoW's hSE 2daE~!
hIS my Pri sCH f0rm tEacheR..
we g0in 2 c hiS hse n haF lUncH~
sort oF gaTheRing~
hEeS..
fRm juRong 2 habour fRont onli me n PRis..
e guys tok themselves..
yeA. e 2 of us r d onLi gALS..
0therS aLL working..=CCCCC
dEre weRe 5 gUys!!
Chu Hao, Jia Long, Koon Hua, Norman n Wei Chong
till we take e traIn 2 habour fRont deN chat..
keep suAn d 2 oF us.. @#$%^*&()**())@@#$@#$!!
Jialong haD 2 Pay 2 d0llars c0s he oveRstay..
den wei chong blame me again!! waH~!!!
den waIt 4 buS 62..
everyone lyk change leh..
Chu ha0 look like GarfielD.. I dunno y..
Jia long look lyk e handsome guy fRM Scooby doo
clothes kinda make me remind of d eightieS.. =p
& hIs voice changed 0so.. listen him wanan laugh
norman sitll d saME... weI chong os0..
but!! all grown s0 taLL!!!!!!! 0MG
even taller den MR leow lE..
Reach dere saW Mr le0w``
& his other batch students..
guess wh0 i sAW???
Edwin, Shi rong, Guang WEi
haha.. dey were Mr leow's studnets t0o~
s0 we ate loR.. bee hoon.. wid others lyk dishballs blax..
Mr leow keeps giving us f00d~ aLL ran away
s0 full..
poor jia l0ng.. he gt s0 much~
we keep exchanging food.. waahaa
Jia long is s0 LAme!! muahaha~
Pris n I cant laugh non sTOP!!!
oh yA.. Edwin os0 laR.. asK hIm 2 help me eat..
he say ok.. den tried 2 feed mE.
'HELP' me eat ma~ -.-"""
after eating we c mR leow's last yr wedding piCS..
n their honeymoon de.. Aww.. s0 sweet~ =3
after Tt, wE went 2 play captain baLL..
d 7 of us VS e older batch, 10 plus i tink~
n wE w0n!!
yea, of cos, it was e guys tt did all e joB
Jia long as goal keepeR..
hIs s0 damn gD~!
weI chong, Chu ha0 kept passing 2 each other..
norman n Koon huA defencE n snatch~
waahAA~
s0 gd~ =p
deN g0 lE..

Chu ha0 Ezlink card lyk gt smth wrong..
deN get fRee ride woR! e mrt pp giF him de~
deN sit train.. we all wanted 2 g0 causeway...
2 buy presents 4 tml exchange..
but den we g0 Bishan junction 8..
half way Pris took koon hua's hP..
ask him abt stead blax..
den kh gt sms, pris still looking ma..
so dun gif bacK.. kh den so ji dong~
wan e hp back bc0s of e msg..
muahaha~
deN pris wanna check if he reali no gF..
wAh. den he s0 za0 qi abt it
hahaah~
den weI chong take, kh run after
den secretly exchange wiD Chu ha0..
den kh blur, either wei chong or chu hao
den keep touching their pockets in their jeaNS..
omg!! lyk Saddist~! waaHaa~
IT was s0 funnY~!
after tt chu ha0 os0 put in mY baG..
c0s he nt goin 2 bishan mA..
den kh suspicious when I open baG
juz den my hP rang.. haah
Gd timing!! dEn he tot nth~
alight lia0 den he panic~
muahaha...
c0s he tot still wiD chu ha0, who din alight ma
den he realisE nt wid hm le..
it's wid one of e gAls..
haha!!
but he dun dare touch uS ma~
muahaaah!!!!
after shop 4 a while.. he suddenly graB my baG..
PaniC!! deN run girls toileT~ put at pris dere..
pretend still wid me.. den hold my bag tightly~
haha~~
but Jia long c e trick told us can c..
den we ran 2 e next storey toilet again..
tis time put in MY pockeT but using my put hp de..
mine wid pris. s0 kh dunno
bluR~ heeS..
den we g0 seiyu..
e bois aR, s0 fast buy ha0 le..
dunno whther all buy e same 0ne or wat~
muahaha.. left ME havent buy..
den norman g0 fiRst...
after shop sometime LE..
finally buy mine~
den dey g0 7-11 buy drinks..
walk around 2 let them finish loR..
den kh start looking 4 hp agaIn..
at mini toons i gif wei chong le..
but he tot still wid me n Pris~
waaHaa~
iT was s0 damn FUNNY!!!!
t00 much 2 say wad he did le lAr..
waahaa..
okok... half an hr 2 g0 b4 Christmas!! =DD

~+~
` we wish u a meRry Christmas,
we wish u a meRry Christmas,
we wish u a meRry Christmas,
we wish u a meRry Christmas....
And A haPpy New yeaR!!
~+~

=DD

JinGle beLLS~!

`-eR=

2004-12-23T21:30:00.000-08:00

~+~ lalaLA! ChrisTmas iS c0ming!
Santa clause iS c0minG 2 toWn!~+~

HappY BDaE You mEi!!
WaaHaA.. SrY~ cLdnt aCc u 4 yR bdaE.. =c
A pRomisE is a proMisE~
I'll makE it up somedaY ok~?

hEes. yeP. i'm iN b0on Lay~
taLk abt tUE fiRst~~

wE @ niTE wet to VCH 4 c0mpassvaLE c0nceRt~
g0Ld band orh!
theIr cLaRinet seCtion very sTronG
me reAli Pei fu theiR baNd.. *cLAps*
theIR oboisT os0 veRy sTrong.. OMG...
I enjoyed theiR perFomancE! =D
though d one on my right Zzz... -.-"
I esP liKe e ChriStmaS de!!
very nicE!!! theiR banD so uNiteD
haha.. eVeryoe put on Santa's haT..
deN Mr Er put on a goldeN onE..
iT waS s0 funny~
all sEction has thier own pieces 2 present.
aLL iS Xmas sonG...
FLute -->Slient nitE
ClarineT--> whaT Child iS tiS
OboE--> Drummer boY
onLy 1 oboist n one English hOrn.. s0 sTr0ng man!!
Sax--> JingLE beLL
den d band kept 'heY! hey!' haha
Trumpet & French horn--> chrismas carol
Percussion--> Angela Zhang's Yu yan..
yeah Yu Yan was orginally a Christian s0ng..
TUba, Euphonium n trombone very CuTe~
dey played WE wish u a MErry Xmas~
deN their abnd os0 gt dRama dE..
haha.. clt kept making snoW..=3
haha~~
deN d trumPet section bLew Kisses 2 e instructoR
mY c0mpaSsvaLE fren bLew E flat clarineT..
s0 niCE~!
me reaLi reaLi peI fu theM...=D keeP it uP~

wEd~
Phobe, Prue, Mag caMe My hsE 2 d0 hmwK..
me niD 2 bring lit bro 2 cuT haIR..
s0 ask dem wait dwnstairs firST..
after bring him derele.. dey c0me up..
showed Prue mY baby days pics..
eR.. 4 yrs old de.. she requested..
den hoR! my br0 came bacK!
say he cannot find mummy n e saLon..
0.0!! wah~
nvm lor.. den cycle dere again,,
but mag cycled me deRE.. =p
WaaHaa..
I kepT ScreaMing!!
c0s i very scared she lose balance den both of us faLL
which din haPpen lAr..
PheW~
came bacK pRue oredi doIn hmWK le..
woah.. she reali very 'PRUE' orh..
d0 s0 much hmwK lE..
den candy caME...
we listen s0ngs n d0 hmwK saME tiME..
hEes.. mag me candy keep chatting..
onli Fel so consistent! 0.o
oh yA.. i showed them aLL my ANGEL on d Xmas tRe..
c0s mag broke it d last time!!!!!!!!
waaHaa!!!! =c
den put tape until so ugLy.. =x
waahaaa....b0o..

2daE~
nth much la~~
w0ke up juZ in time 2 c MVP qing reN
heheeS..
sincE i cldnt g0 CinelesiurE 2 meet U meI dey aLL..
c0s by e time i reached deRe..
dey goin hm le ma.
s0 din g0 loR..
in e end neighbour came pver..
play b0ard games loR..
Game 0f liFe blaz..
haha.. my lit br0 miSs my br0 s0 mucH
my bro g0 hong kong ma..
lit br0 din tag along..
haha..
first time c hIm miss br0 so mucH!
waahAA
den we pLay domino..
wAH.. d0 until dunwan do liao..
den po po caME..
s0 came heRe lor!

tAta~

It's where she lies, broken inside
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside...

`Her feelings she hides...
Her dreams she can't find...
She's losing her mind...
She's fallen behind...
She can't find her place...
She's losing her faith...
She's fallen from grace...
She's all over the place...

-eR=~+~

ChriStMAs iS c0ming!!!!
u betteR watch ouT!
Wish u a Merry ChriStmas &_ a haPpy New yR~
Signing oFF~+~

2004-12-23T05:25:00.000-08:00

2004-12-19T13:30:00.000-08:00

~+~I dReaM... ~+~

Aww.. It's s0 nIce!!! TauFIk roX!!
HeeS.. anywaY..
2daE suNday lE.. so faST.. sCH goiN 2 reoPen s0oN
argh. leT's nt toK abt tt le ba..
frI i weNt hm.. It's was d 17 of deC..
mummy bdaE!! I aLmosT 4gT!!!
deN Ma went 2 buy cAKe feR me when i d0 hmwK =)
daddy camE hm fRm business trIp lE..
deN bRing mE hm..
oh ya, d caKE was chocolate de.. =p yummy
we went hm.. din do anythinG..
mom den say she go out 4 a while..
I ask quickly come bacK.. to do e IC form thingy..
BLuFf de laR of c0S..
we Wanted 2 suRprisE heR..
swiTch off aLL d lighTs.. den light e candLE...
I tot we wLD giF ourselves aWay le.. c0s..
We KEPT e door loCK while mum is outisde banging~
but looKs lyk she gt a surprise as weLL!
sHE 4gt heR bdaE~ =x...

deN saT afteR tuitiOn.. caME heRE again..
mom bring Yang 2 MAHJONG..
dad wid han at Hong Kong orEdi..
I dun waN aLone @ hM.. s0.. caME heRe!
hEeS.. deN I weNT JP 2 meet KF, candY n Mag.
2 buY bdae giFts 4 MeL n You MEi..
Biao gE aCc mE 2 JP.. =DD
chaTted oN e waY..
foUnd out some abT hiM..hEes..
nT baD la..
deN met d 3 of deM..
dey weRe gueSSing wad i weaR.. -.-"
we shOp 4 some tIme..
buT haha.. we were moRe like wind0w shoppinG..
we wenT 2 t0y rs.. saW janeT..
we shop so loNg lE..
Legs so tiREd.. finaLy settled on s0me things..
heEs. aIn goiN 2 saY it heRe...

LasT niTe SummeR sCent laST esp le..
s0 nIce! yeah.. in e end Minyu & Huiyuan 2getHer!!
meet each other d heartbeat still raCEs.. =)
aWw.. s0 sWeet..
mY bLog s0nG is theIR ending theME..
nice???..
hEes...
NeXt wK ChrisTmas LE!!!
H0 ho h0!! =3

~+~ Taufik Batisah ~+~ I dReaM..

In my mind, I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit's there, where eagles dare to fly
In my heart, there's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are
It doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

And I dream
I can run, like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be, the hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream

If there's a time, in your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat, if all you keep is pride
First or last, slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world's have come apart
It doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

And I dream
I can run, like the wind
And be strong
when my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be, the hero that's in me
When I dream

I dream...
Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone

And I dream
I can run, like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be, the hero that's in me
When i dream, I dream..

TauFIk~ =) I dReaM

~+~That's whaT FrenS are 4..
Keep SMiling..
Keep shining...
Knowing u can always count on me.. 4 sure
Tt's what frens r 4..
4 gt times n bad times I'll on yr side 4ever more..
Tt's wad frens r 4..

PS: tiS waS lasT yR dRama d theme s0ng to0! =D

`TatA..
I dReaM~...

2004-12-15T13:26:00.000-08:00

~+~ My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye~+~

LaLAla~
LindsaY Lohan's s0ng quiTe niCe~
d song 'Over'
heEs..
finaLLy at po po hsE again..
lasT niTe waNTed 2 bLog de..
after watching charmed wanted 2.. but..
biao gE in d r0om~
=x...
caNnot usE c0m.. t0o morning i can usE..
but he usIng!! =x
n0w he went out wid mAma le.. so i quickly pLay..
woAH. biao ge is waiting 4 his A level resulTs..
s0 come out 3 Spore 2 work fiRst..
he very taLL leh!!! 0Mg 0_0
i beSide him like dwarf... >.<
dUn daRe 2 t0k 2 hIm leH..
i mean we neVa c each other 4 like 5 yRS n moRe?
I dun Rmb d last time i acTually C him..

AnywaY..
Tue gT Band..
i actually prefeR e Mr Ra.. dunno wat.. teach us..
at least nt tt luo suo...
Ms tan come i wanna SLP le..ZZzz
Haish..
I noe mY tone n0 gd.. buT how do we actualy ImProve on it?
I tink MAggIE n I lyk tried s0 haRd..
but we dunno hoW 2 improve..
Ms tan dun even teach us how 2 improvE..
we DO practise at Hm. A l0T.
but d tone juZ wont imProvE.. aNy heLP??
I'm a clarinetisT.. hoW 2 iMproVe??
moRe air pressure? h0w?
aRGhs.

LiNdSay LohAn
~+~"Over"~+~
I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like that will build em up again
So here your last change for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end
And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

[Chorus:]
I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And ill be the first to go

Don't want to be the last to know
Don't want to be the one to chase you
But at the same time your the hart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

[chorus]

My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

[chorus]

`Cia0s~byE
I caN oNlY liVe in DreaMS oF u & mE..
keEp u in My memoriES.
`-eR= ~+~

2004-12-10T22:17:00.000-08:00

~+~I never found a star that made a wish
But now the sky is listening to my heart...~+~

HaPPy BIRTHDAY TAUFIK!!!!!!
U'RE mY IDOL!! =D

hIe~!
hEes... I'm sTiLL heRe blogging~
n0w waTchinG "ye man qin jia".. s0 fuNny~
aDvertisement now.. lkistening to 'Ghost Fleet'... band de.
veRy niCe!!! PssT: band membeRs muSt lisTen 2 iT!
actaully 2dae supposE 2 g0 hM dE..
buT mummmy goin xia bo.. chinatown.. dey go at 5 plus..
so LAte le.. din wan 2 go.. den mummy tolD me 2 stay dere LAr
=/ tmL g0 bacK eaRly lor.. gt tuition ma..
It's raining heRe n0w.. s0 cOld..
iT was raining in d afternoons too.... bRrr...
man.. ghost fleet reali very nIce!
ok. mayb perhaps d middle part nt reaLi.
-sighs-
onLi ouR band cLd pLay tT..

AnYwaY!! mE haveNt g0 orchard 2 sEe d lights yeT.. =/
dUnno when caN c.. papa goin china le..
daddy goin jakarta den china n hoNgkonG wiD bro. han han..
tiLL chRistmas leh!! =c.. b0o...
bTw,my 0theR c0usin frM malaysia coming out 2 Spore..
Biao ge lai de.. came out 2 woRk..
c0s waItitng 4 resuLTs.. which onLi c0mes out in d 7 month..
staying heRE.. d plaCe I'm using d com noW..
my previous biao mei wenT bacK le..
hIs reaching tmL aftErnoon.. by d time i go back le. aiyah!
sUn goin shoppinG 4 ChristMas giFtS!
yiPee.. I luV ChrisTmaS!!
n nopE! I'm nT a christian.. but.. i'm a bit towaRds jeSus..>.<

LindsaY loHan's SPEAK came oUt le !
actually it caMe out on.. 7.12.04..
but me abit fan ying chi dun. =3
aNyoNE haV heR cd caN LenD me?? thanKs...

found heR lyrIcs..aPart frM RumoRs...
I like tiS.. thogh neVa heaR b4, but e lyRics seems niCe...
^.^

~+~"Very Last Moment In Time"~+~

Time stops for no one and moves on unaware
It's easy not to noticeIt's easy not to care
Conversation circles
And money changes hands been standing in the middleI
've been caught up in the spin
Out of the confusion
The static and the noise you got my attention
It made me wanna live

[Chorus:]
Live its the last moonrise
Scream just like none is there
Lose all of my defenses
Hold you touch you love you like its
A very last moment in time

It seems like I woke up beneath a different sky
And I'm drunk I want I'm seeing through these open eyes
All the little ways you move me
All the pieces you expose
The illusion I held on to
You've got me letting go

I just wanna stay here soaking up the rain
Falling out around me watch the world away

[chorus]

Let me feel you next to me
Let me taste the breath you breathe
Open up the space between us

[chorus]

CiaOS`
v(^o^)v
~+~ `-eR= ~+~

2004-12-09T21:33:00.000-08:00

~+~JuZ aNothEr Day~+~

woLa... 2daE stiLL aT gRams hsE.. s0 here blogginG!
did nth much 2dae.. woke up late.. watch MVP qing ren..
watch MuLan 2.. quitE niCE~
mE lyK d soundTracK called I JuZ waNNA be(like other giRls)
hehee.. tT's my mSn niCk n0w~
hm.. reaLI nth hapen 2daE.. juz living thRu an0theR daY..
mE coming up wid headachE.. tinK c0s nt enuFF sLp..
when mama cut hair I deRE sleepinG.. Zzzz =3
OinK` like piG.
hehEes...
did s0me maThs.. but cannot caRry on.. waS like..
canT rmB much le. den niDs alot of time.
d0 tiLL i feD up. =x..
tmL goin baCK le.. s0 cant bloG dUnno till wheN....

~+~0rDinaRy Day~+~

Just a day,
Just an ordinary day.
Just tryin to get by.
Just a boy,
Just an ordinary boy.
But he was looking to the sky.
And as he asked if i would come along
I started to realize-
That everyday you find
Just what he's looking for,
Like a shooting star he shines.

He said take my hand,
Live while you can
Don't you see your dreams are right in the palm of your hand
And as he spoke, he spoke ordinary words
Although they did not feel
For I felt what I had not felt before
You'd swear those words could heal.
And as I looked up into those eyes
His vision borrows mine.
And to know he's no stranger,
For I feel I've held him for all of time.

And he said take my hand,
Live while you can
Don't you see your dreams are in the palm of your hand
in the palm of your hand

Please come with me,
See what I see.
Touch the stars for time will not flee.
Time will not flee.
Can you see

Just a dream, just an ordinary dream.
As I wake in bed And the boy, that ordinary boy.
Or was it all in my head?
Did he asked if I would come along
It all seemed so real.
But as i looked to the door,
I saw that boy standing there with a deal.
And he said take my hand,
Live while you can,
Don't you see your dreams are right in the palm of your hand
in the palm of your hand
in the palm of your hand

Just a day, just an ordinary day
Jus tryin to get by.
Just a boy, Just an ordinary boy.
But he was looking to the sky..

=)

CiaOs`

`h0Pes tiMe teLLs
`-eR=

2004-12-08T00:24:00.000-08:00

Whoosh..
Finally finish changing d blogskin.. AGAIn..
c0s i dun like blacK ones.. tink i reALi regreted it..
so change again!! tIs time mySeLF woR!! hehehheee
n0w eyes so sleepy le.. -.- Zzzz...
2dae..
Morning went 2 mAG hse 4 swimminG..
suppose 2 meet at 10am.. but i was laTe..
reach dere.. 10.15am.. but no sign of canDy~ 0.o
mSg heR. caLl heR.. No aNs.. -.-
den gt a feeling she still SLEEPING...
so went maG hse firSt loR..
reach le, cAndy suddenly msG me..
"oh shiT! i overslepT!! u go maG hse firST!! I'm so sorrY!!"
-.-""""" Candy ah!!!!!!!!!
aIyoyoyoyoy0...
she sms was abt 11.. tt's when she woKe up..
but she reaCH heRE 3 hrS laTer! omG...
sHe took d wrong train down to Marina..
bLur candy~~~
she told us tt she suddenly wake up c0s she haD a dream.
aBt my grandfather??!
-.-" den she tot of me. den realise gt swimming, den woke up.
aIy0yo..
deN.. maG tot us how change bLogskins n stuFfs.. candy gt blog le woR!
aTe Lunch.. her mom cooking very gD leH!
i Lyk her toFu~~ c0s d graVy v. tasTy.. yummmy!!
hm..after tT went swiMminG.. candy no goggLes.. so we took turN..
but i mosTly gt goggLes on lA~ =P
we tried e diving aGain.. as in one dive below swim middle n swim on top
guEss we succedd.. after dunno How mAny TImes~
hahaha..
den me gt weAr maG's gogles.. den gt water in it ma.. filled wid water..
den dey all laugh..-.-" say me look like goldfiSh. eYes verY bIG..
=x...swim swim swim.. duno how long den went sPa..
eR.. den gt 3 aunties came in squezze wiD us.. very uncomfortable ya noe?
so we went suana loR..
t00 hOt le. baTHE! me n candy bathe firsT.. c0s we take verY L O N G
den suddenly gt small small children come in.. 2 bathe. but onli 2 bathroms ma..
those children were those aunties de.. make so much n0isE.. =/
went back to mag's hse.. eat red beans.. den went 2 booN Lay..
which is where I am typing my bLog entrY!
okokays....
I'm deaD tiRed lE..
tiLL dEn....

`I dreAm... taUfiK!
miSleaD by. U.
giMme a sIgn frM ab0ve! ╚ =p

SigniNg oFF~! g0n§♪

2004-11-29T20:33:00.000-08:00

Mon. 29.11.04

Last week, I'm s0 packed wiD dRamA perFormance. N0w it's aLL g0ne. iT felT s0 straNge.. aS iF somethinG is miSsing In mY heaRt n Life. ya ya. i'm a LittLE t0o dramatiC. but i'm drama studenT n we reali hAf emotions. last wk we went SP everydaY. s0 headache on waT 2 weAr to SP somemoRe. iT's s0 c0Ld deRe.. n0w iT's aLL ovEr. ouR performance iS ovEr, iT's s0 saD!!

we can neva wear those costumes again. no ugLy make up again. no song to sing. no laughter wiD mR Z, Mary n Hamzah. we dun even noe whether ouR relationship will still b as close as it is now. Dun tink we wlD ever steP into tt SP auditorium aGain. e moments we haD 2gether. b it saD or happY. & thOse tough moments of learning those dance steps, having all these pep talks. how 2 b responsible as a acTor..i"m g0nna cherIsh it s0 much~..

we haD 2 performance. on É 26.11.04 iT's fuLL hse! aLL of us din reALi expected tt. we tot gaLa nite will b moRe. but it's kinda e oppositse. iRony~ -.-" É fiRst nite we peform waS s0 gd~ aLL of us cLd feeL it. =D . É 2nd niTe. we gave gifts to hamazah, Mr Z n Mary.. aLL frm e boTtom oF ouR hearts!! =) aLL of us cried on e last day. We hugged each other. crying. singing e song 4 e last time. iT's lyk. we've been 2gether fEr 9 months 4 tis 2nite performance. cant believe it juZ paSt. iT's t0o faSt. Goin 2 SP everyday iT's lyk a normal routinE to uS. n0w we arent. n0 matter h0w tired n sleepy we R, we still enjoy e dramA.. after our performance we went red hiLL. 4 'party' but i din eat. we juz want 2 gatheR arounD wD otheRs..

I'm goonA miSs my funny munchkin costume, those colourful striped socks, e funky haT n those ugly make up i haF on. those 2 reD cheeKS~! hahahaa..

most importantly... I'm g0nna miSs Drama, fRens I've knOwn, ouR beleoved instructoRs..

cries`

T0 Oz!!!

FinALe S0ng..

Life is a journey,

winding and long..

somedays u may woRry

your steps r all wrong

juz walk every mile wid a song in yr heart,

End each day wiD a smile lyk u do when u start..

Chorus.

With every step we take,

we're getting closer..

to a place we call our own..

with every fren we made,

shoulder to shoulder,

we will reach tis place call home..

With every mile we see,

hour by hour..

counting moments as dey pass..

We'll reach our destiny..

we'll find the power..

frm the frens we made to lasT..

Sometimes when u feel lost & alone..

0R life gets s0 unreal t u're chilled to the bone..

let love be the guide that shows u yr way..

keep in tune with e stride tt u start with eaCh day..

ChoRus.

We'll reach ouR desTiny

From the Friends we maDe.. t0 LasT~!

T0 0Z`

2004-11-29T05:04:00.000-08:00

yeaHY!

2004-11-29T05:03:00.001-08:00

sNap!

2004-11-29T05:03:00.000-08:00

clap..

2004-11-29T05:02:00.000-08:00

daNce~

2004-11-29T04:56:00.000-08:00

haha

2004-11-29T04:54:00.000-08:00

drama

2004-11-29T04:53:00.000-08:00

DraMA~

2004-11-14T21:42:00.000-08:00

SuNday. 14th Nov.
SelemaT Hari Raya Puasa~!!
Fasting 0veR le.. gD 4 yA~
nTh much happened recentLy.. saT still baNd... den 2dae went to weSt coaSt paRk. =X. at firSt i tot go 2 east coast BEACH.. but it's PArk. s0 hOT... DehydraTing!! me n yI meI(cousin) wenT to e sEa deRe.. but nt beach.. s0 juZ plaY e sANd.. den h0r.. suddenlY gt one grp of indians caME.. walk pass us.. den dey like trying take picTures.. BUT hor. Lyk taKing piCs of uS. den we ran oveR 2 e otheR side... den dey os0 went dere taKe.. s0.. -.-". den i rMb wadEver BLACK mAgic?? i was like.. oh maN .. den both of uS raN away. =/.
My malaysiA couSin caMe ouT le.. Pui mUn.. 2 yrs smaller den me but my same siZe. -.-""""""' keep getting suan by my m0m. deN we juZ chit chaT.. play along. climb e dunno waD thinGY... den Saw Leon deRe.. lyk so alone? but he still s0 C00L.. =X. WA.. den he say somethings veRy baD leH.. u den n0 tasTe la Leon!!!! den he went 4 p6 gathering.. raINING lia0.. so troublesome... den me n PUi weN take umbrella went walking abt.. den try looking 4 shelter in e playgorunds.. Wahaha. s0 pathetIC!~
at nite den went IMM eat.. me haVe headachE.. dunno y.. tink it's bc0s nt enuFF slp.. den i kept giving tt kind 0f fce.. -.-. lyk very heck care.. m0m den keep nAG. but reali SICK ma.. n0w loTs beTta..
tiLL deN~!

`Dun waNna depend 0n n0one eLse. i raTher reSuce MyseLF!
ChRistMas iS c0mming!!!!!! =DDD
-eR`=

2004-11-11T03:15:00.000-08:00

HaPpy Deepavali~

Thu le.. so fAst.. 8 more practice to the drama.. so ruSh.. 2dae nth much happened.. morning wake up watch Jay Chou making of qi li xiang.. very nIce.. den went grams hse... now still here =) mY cousin frm malaysia came out le.. now staying at bishan. tmL will cuM heRe stay lia0.. saD. cannot slp wiD popo lia0.. =/.. 2dae wh0le day watch TV.. watched Friends den Snow Angel (xue tian shi).. my eyes n0w so weaRy.. 0.o

Review abt e past few days...

weD gt st0ck check.. which is yesterday lA.. miXed up e timE.. tot was 10 am.. but it's actually 9am.. sRy la mag.. went up hoR.. dey told me 2 instrument was miSsing.. AND IT'S MY SECTION!! 2 OF OUR CLARINETS R HELL MISSING! MAN. n0w 4 instruments R missinG. 1 piccolo, 1 oboe, 2 clarinets. who could haF d0ne Tis?????!!!!!! tt peRson is gonna b s0 dead.. daRe 2 even touch my SECTION instrument.... ARGH!! tt perSon... so! so! ARGH. haIsh.

Den went swimming at Mag hsE deRe.. actually no m0od liAo..but since bring everything liao.. dere were 5 of us. d charmed n maG.. of cos n her kor -.-".. swim frm abt 12 plus to 4 plus b4 goin Spa n suana. my g0ggles were missing~ lucky fouNd baCK.. den we teach piper h0w sWim.. GD effort!! =) Prue haF 2 go fiRst.. haI.. den we piggy baCk each other.. haha.. very fun!! c0s in water not much weight. very light.. den competiton.. race in e water.. as in walking n jumping.. -.- den me, candy n mag tried swiming directly opposite each other by not bumping each other. tt means one dive e deepest, d other e swim middle n d pther swim higher... it was s0 fuNny!!we os0 tried diving frm top dive to e water.. but everytime hoR.. we all were like, STARFISH drop into e water.. splasH everwhere. s0 Pain!! h0w e chaMpions dive de ah?! os0 swim.. freestyLe, breaststroke n backcrawl?? MAg always d fasTest de. =/ !! haha..

liddaT loR.. den sPa n suana... very fUn.. hehee.. neXt time swim again!!

IndEpenDent.

v(^o^)v

-eR`=

2004-11-04T06:23:00.000-08:00

` I decide how I live!

I decide wh0 i loVe~

man! bloG halfway all details suddenly -g0n3=... =XXXXXX......

Guess waT?? I've watched Princess diaries 2 royal engagement! It's funny~ very d niCE~! muSt waTCH~~! Hahaha... i mean 4 gaLs.. =p... check out e guy in e movie.. his cuTe~! kinDa hansome..=DDD hehehehehee.. we r d firST 2 watch it when westmall opens.. haha.. abit t0o early.. e cinema still havent open.. haha...

we----> Felicia, Kf, Candy,n mE! d charmed ones.. =p.. heheee

anway, aftEr mT lesson ends at 9 pm.. we went weStmaLL... den e cinema havent open.. opps... t0o early lE... den we go jollibean 4 breakfasT first.. den watch e m0viE.. (musT watch!!!!) hahaha.. and went 2 eat burger kiNg..i n kF shared a meaL..

after e movie we went sci centre~! c0s gt e ge0 ominax theatre thingy... e 'movie' is called Forces Of the Nature... so so movie.. kinda diZZy.. some of us Zzzzz... haha... lucky watched Princess Diaries first.. hehee... den e 4 of us like SiaO... when we c our frens, we wave 2 them.. nt excatly Wave.. but e way a princess shd wave.. den we all stand in one striaght line n 'wave' to liang tong.. in publiC... den to meL chan, yu han, daddyn fadhli... kinda paisaE... haha.. but oh weLL.. iT's Fun~! hahahaha..

hM.. e movie din last 4 more den a hr.. den we attend a talk... frm a scientist? something abt ge0 stuFFs... wOw.. nt baD woR.. 0uR cls actually noes alot abt physical geo~ wads divergent plates bLaXXxx.. haha.. nt bad knowlegde..~ tt means we paid attention in cLs~! muahahaha...

after Tt.. we went around e sci centRe... playinG.. quiTe fuN... den mEL dey all fo watch princess diaries.. but she 4gt her hP.. left in toileT.. caReless wOr~~ so me n fEL went 2 geT 4 her.. in e end haf 2 go service counteR..

hm... den ... g0 home... loR.... quiTe a tiRing DAy~~

hmmm..----> " Dun geT so upSet k? shdnt haf dui gaL bu li bu cai de... she will get hurT too... take caRe k~`"

`I deCide!

-eR`=

2004-11-01T20:48:00.000-08:00

coughs....

I'm so sICk.. I feeL like dying... 2dae receive bacK some results.. arent realli happie abt It.. gotta reali study haRdeR.. aRgh.. mY v0ice goin 2 bye bye liAo.. so Pain.. anywaY.. den after taing e results me, kf , feL n Mag dere waiting 4 caNdy.. but den she g0 liao. -.-... nvM.. den e 4 of us g0 eaT at food c0urT.. me reali throat too Pain.. aRgh... after tt kf went hm, Fel weNT 4 daNce, me n maG stay in cLs wait until 1.45 liddat.. it was like 45 min away.. so went 2 my cLs.. den sit deRe listen 2 songs tilli faLl aslp.. too tiRed lA.. den maG oso faLL alsP.. suddenly feel as if someone infront of me den i woke up. maG oso~ den saW SAM. wOah. started me.. we went collect e keYs but rain p0uring in.. den saM, jy, mag, denise, zoey, Aloy n his gF sat inside e muSic rm play songs.. while i take d0wn e instruments borrowed.. so s0 loR. buT me s0 sicK... JUZ wan 2 g0 hm..

ARGH. dun write le. feel lyK DYING. tiLL den.

byes.

`-eR=

2004-10-30T04:59:00.000-07:00

`iT's a dAmn c0Ld night..
tryIng to figure out this liFe..

Ahh CHOO~! darn.. down with a COLD.. I'm n0w bLogging aT mY unCle's hSe..2dae.. wholE day band.. 9 to 5pm.. so tiRed... 2dae morning gt dRills.. but i din d0.. fLu ma.. den me n jasmin 0so saMe illness.. haha.. den we sit there.. ask meL lim 4 tissue... tink we used finished all e tissue paper.. =XX... half way thru when dey r having drills, me gt slight fever.. but 2 me i'm like going thru heLL... 2dae kw n manling gt come sch ma.. caLLed them ask if gt pandoL 2 eat.. dey say dun haF.. next thing i knew.. kw came running bacK 2 e cafetria with a bunch of pandols... She wenT 2 buY iT!! kW ah~ =x.. dun like tt ma.. u suppose 2 study de leh.. den u go out buy... anyway.. thaNks.. I'm t0uched.. =) sniFF.. =D gd lucK 4 yR 0 LeveLS! goes to Eileen, jia yIng, n Jessyln too! jiA y0u~!
Me 0so haF sore throat.. kept drinking water.. den niD e Loo.. =X.. my hsE no water 2 drink leH!! Den my throat on fiRe..came early 2 buy iced milo plus pearL but havent ready den buy ice leom0n teA.. den walk very fast 2 sch.. suddenly maG called.. tot she askin me 2 b quiCK.. so i say "I'm reaching, I'm reaching le!!" but she ask me sTop. i was like HUH? den turn around c her walking behind me..s0 FAR away..=/
after tt i tink e whole day i was like heLL.. throat like on fiRe. even breathe in oso pain.. den nose block.. cldn't bLow weLL.. ugh. 2dae gt Play MajestiA! finally gt play liao... 0h ya daniel came baCK 2 visit band 2dae..
LiQin-> dun s0 pressurised k? u can blow wEll dE.. must haF confidence~! =)
2dae gt xIa rI xiAng qI~! yeahy.. nid makan Le. tiLL den.
cIaos~!

seRenade`
-eR=

"Goodbye To You"
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry

Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
[Chorus:]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
[Chorus]
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
[Chorus x2]
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

2004-10-29T06:13:00.000-07:00

ExAMs are so dAMN OveR!! YEAH~~~~~~ finALLy... feEl like i've been thru heLL... taking e result back will b w0Rst.. dRink coFfee canT sLP 3 niTe!! so terrible horrible vegetable Man.. caNt sLP when i"m s0 tiRed.. so xin Ku.. buT now.. aLL oveR! yeAHY.. miSS pLAyinG my inStrumenT so muCh.. s0 loNg neVa c0me onLiNe lE.. hehehe.. so haPPie...
anyway.. 2daE baNd 9 to 5pm.. yeaH so LONG.. but morning went 4 drama.. 2dae kinda boRing.. maN! bC0s oF drama i cant perForm on d 27th on e 5th annivasary.. cos nId go dRama rehersaL.. waahaa... band 2dae dud nth mucH ba.. juZ nomrAL play sonGs.. gt one new song.. wishes.. quick niCe.. everyonE 0so peAce.. juZ finish watching the champion.. so niCe~! ToRo n FioNa 2gether so SWEET.. n cuTe! haha.. buT TT YILIN so EVIL!! uGH! my thoraT is on FIRE.. tink i'm falling siCk.. siGhs.. exams juZ oveR leh..
hey.. do u guys tink learning piano or guitaR is beTter??

ok ba tiLL deN!
signing oFF~
-eR=

2004-10-20T23:59:00.000-07:00

Lalala...
n0w at feLicia hSe bLogging...
hEe.. e maths n geo paper 1 juZ ovEr..
neXt wK exaMs marthoon...
bawaahaa.. diE liAO
2dae come feLicia's hse 2 watch rEn wo ao you.. recorded de..
c0s exams cannot watch Ma..
haha.. den saw fEL's baby piCs.. so cuTe..
now blogging loR..
e gALs in e rm jumping abt 2 e s0ngS..
aLL goNe sIao... =3
stiLL havent watch e champion..
lalalA...
gTg.. byE
tiLL den...
=XXXXXX

`I'm with you =)
-eR=

2004-10-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

suMmeR sCenT`
Whenever I'm neaR you, mY hearT beats faSteR..
tiS... is Tis loVe..?

LaLAla~~~
say wont come online till exams oVer..
but now nid a breAK ma..
laTer waTch suMmEr SceNT...
veRY niCE!! muST watch..
2dae...
morning tuitioN...
den gram caME~~!
=D. (",) I miss Po po..
so long nevA visit heR le... cos exams..
haIsh..
so oLd le.. but still nid bother her 2 come n visit me insteaD
FeeL Bad.. but reLai miSs heR..
oNLi stayed 1hr plus oNLi
sAd~~~~
lalala... deN watch Tv...
till 4Plus...
do MAths loR...
chaT wiD muM..
toLd me smthings...
I hoPe iT won;t happEN..
I praY...
aTE dinneR..
watch yi tian tu long zi..
izzit ah? i dunno e name. channel 8
d0 maths again. .now online..
hee.. later gt summeR sceNt~!
2dae's verY nice..
must watch hoR~!
cyA~

`nO moRe teaRs wiLL i cRy..
I'm GoiN 2 b inDependenT.
& depend oN No guYs`

I refuse 2 cRy..
nO teaRs wiLL faLL frm tiS eyeS...

SeRenaDe`
-eR=

2004-10-06T02:18:00.000-07:00

`I cLd Be the One`` staCiE OrRiCo
What do I have to be for
You to use me?
I do not always have just the right words to say
But You tell me simple things that I love the chance to bring
To a world of people who just simply need you

Bridge:Doesn't matter where I'm from, where I am, how far I've come,
Doesn't matter where I live, what I have, You want my life
Doesn't matter who I've known, what I've done, take it all
You want me as I am

Chorus:I could be the one
What are you looking for?
I don't have much to give
Lord I'm ready
And through You
I could be the one
I could have hope renewed
I would hold onto what You think of me and I could be the one

It is amazing to see
That You choose people like me
Who may crash right into the ground
But that's when You picked me up
And showed Your strength is enough
You can use a broken heart to heal the broken

BridgeChorus x2
All right....You take the crazy things, You take the weakest things,
You use the foolish things to show Your glory
Lord heal my broken heart, take all of my mistakes
Show how great You are
Chorus
-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~

FinaLLy.. can blog~~~
lasT wk neVa evEn c0me onLine..
study study study...
Bio tesT juZ over caN reLax a bit..
but D exaMs R comin.. sTreSs`!!
2daE bio teST.--GONE
ytd Phy-- GONE
ytd A maths-- GONE
one wOrd. DIE!!!
aRgh..
now onli mT exam ovEr..
& tt exam oso.. HAI.
niD 2 reVise liAo..
tink tis will b e last entry till d exams r ovEr
strEss`!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haIsh.
my dI having PSLE.. tML chI.. i tink~ o.0
so gd. other schs exams over liao. den we start..
tiLL den..

`u cLd heaL e broken hearts wiD the broken onEs
when u Tot u faLL in LuV wiD tt sOMeone aGain,
it'S acTuaLLy bcOs u havenT quiTe 4gotteN tt peRson..

LeaVe``GeT ouT!!

I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So wontcha come sit and talk to me
Tell me how we are gonna be together always
Hope you know that when it's late at night
I hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way
(Now that you're here boy all I want )
Is just a chance to say

[Chorus] Get Out (Leave) Right
Now It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait
For you to be gone
'Cuz I know about her (move!) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right
But you was just a waste of time (waste of time)

Tell me why you're looking so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold?
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now after all is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame
(to think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way

[Chorus]
I wanted you right here with me
But I have no choice you've got to leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm sayin'
I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these Eyeeee-eyeees
(oooohhh-ooohh) GET OUT!

-eR=

2004-09-25T22:45:00.000-07:00

`reaL` tT's what real to me.....

From the bottom of my broken heart...
Never look back," we said
how was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead,emptiness behind
Where do I go?
And you didn't hearall my joy through my tears
all my hopes through my fears
did you know, still I miss you somehow?

From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
you were my first love
you were my true love
from the first kisses to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even through time may find me somebody new
you were my real love
I never knew love
'til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said,"please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day"
we could have worked things out
taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart
through my dreams
through my heart
and I'm back where I started again
never thought it would end

From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
you were my first love
you were my true love
from the first kisses to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even through time may find me somebody new
you were my real love
I never knew love
'til there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart

You promised yourself
but to somebody else
and you made it so perfectly clear
still I wish you were here

ChOrus..
"Never look back," we said
how was I to know I'd miss you so?

another week...
tis wk.. everything so packed up.
few tests juZ flew by.
esp chi.die le.
tis comin fri chi eXAM.
man!!!! i havent even touch it. and dere's still CCAs goin on.
dAMn iT. where gt time 2 study. daRn.
2dae... tuition
we went thru Phy.. thermal properties.. tiLL siAO.
after tuition went 2 play babminton wiD mag, kf, nelson..
after me n neLson waRm up..
4 of us started playing 2gether
was fine.. tiLL!! tis p5 boi caME.
borrowed e racket frm neLson 2 plaY..
ok.. we sociable loR..
but he aCt PR0. all shuttle cords os0 wan snatch..
&! he kept playing wId one person 0nli loR--kf.. DUH.
den maG suddenly head diZZy.. suddenLy like faint lYk tt
lie on e ground.. racket on e side...
DEN H0R.
tt boi go take maG racket n use it.!
i mean. heLLO?!! mannerS?
he din even asK. it's oredi Gd we let him play..
yet his still ch0osy abt d racketS? plus w/o asking?!
man...nelson came back play. took back mag racket..
until neLson say change partner.. tt's means me n nelson.
kf n tt BOI team.den he dun wan plaY.
it's like he aiming kF.. wan 2 play wid her.
den he came baCK again~ we aLL juZ dun caRe.
Man. den he kept giving 'tips' 2 play better.
his siS oS0! tot she look gd mannered but actually stand on e Side.
Laugh at us when we din hit e ball. den try shoot us wid her GUn.
duh. both oso s0 ruDe!!
it's like e pri sch kids nowadays has no manners at aLL.
den play loR.. but me n kF start 2 lame liAo.. haha..
juz kept singing songs while playing.. suan daddy..
till he n mag cannot tahan. haha..
played till 6.30 den went hm..so sweaTy..
but it was Fun~! haha..

-eR=

2004-09-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

SatuRday..

I tink i can onLi bLog durinG d weekends man..
sCh re0open Le..dun haF muCh time.. such a short term.
taLk abT fRi firsT..
Ytd.. gt feR band..
no instructor no nth...
juZ jigsaw puzzLe...
kindA like e puZzle..
very niCe... heheee
afTer baNd wenT hM...
wiD zoeY & man LinG(correct?)
anyway.den 6 pm meet maG at loT 1.. caNdy wiLL b laTe again..
so we eaT firSt den take away her mAc..
Oh ya~ cANdy woN e BLue Tickets.. cOngraTS!
she's s0 luCky.. haha....
deN we waIt 4 caNdy on cck mrt platform..
cos she saying she reaching le..
1st train came.. onli a few pp 0n e tRain
we Tot is tis traIn den weNt in.. maG caLLed her...
oh no nt tis train.. b4 e door close we went out..
2nd train came.. much more Pp..
tot is confirm tis train liao.wenT in..
after a while liao.. candy called... ask where R we?
on train loR... but WRONG TRAIN. again!!!
Ah BIsH! den hop off e train waiT 4 e next train @ bukit gombak...
wAD a JOURNEY.
haha.. den reach SP..
I saw Yong Zhi.
tot keL wld b dere too.. but she din. aiYah..
anyway.. den..
each section present their 0wn piece of music..
cLarinet is--moon riveR.. e name oredi sounds do nice rite?
hehe...=X
e percussion section was so faRni!!
trible pp.. haha...
den e freshmens plaYed 2 pieces..
one of them is...
PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN!!!!!!!!
woohooo~!!! it was so niCE~~ waahaaaa.....
haha.. me was so crAzy =X (i'm listening now!)
den suddenly turn coLd.... i mean e aiRcon lA.
share jacket wiD mag.. haha... buRRr
after the whole thing.. my daD caMe fetch me... so tirED le..
sLept in the CaR.. ZZzzz
tiRing..

2daE.. nTh muCh leH. tuItion..
din went ouT. so boRing.so much wK 2 do..
but i like sATs!! cos now no nid go sch.
den niTe gt Xia ri xiang qi..
verY nice!! muz C...

signinG oFF~
-eR=
Tt's why shE lies..BroKen insIde.. CriEs

2004-09-10T06:50:00.000-07:00

pDoesnt mAtters anymore... does it?

FrI~~
woAh..
holidays almost OVer liaO...
hmwk still yi da dui...
aRgh...
anwAy....
2daE.. gt baND...
i totaLLy 4gt tt 2ade i open dooR niD 2 come early 2 open..
den 8.30 den leave hse..
tiLL candy sms me she;ll b laTe..
i was like oH maN! i 4gt!!
quickLy sms Jamsin...
den rush 2 sch..
on e way on MRt..
jasmin caLLed say she still at hm..
din c e msG juZ now... me-- OH sHit.
RUN 2 sch... phew...
deN dunno which Rm 2 usE...
caLL here deRe...
nah..
as usuaL.. sectionaL...
maggie n I teach e 3rd clarinet de.. must Boast their confidence ma~
nt baD.. dey really noe how 2 play.. but must loud~
Lunch...
oh ya..
candy 4gt 2 buy breakfast 4 me!!
my bread... haha
so haF 2 accompany me 2 eaT instead of playing her FLute...
saW meL chaN... rebond haIr le woR..
hair very biaN.. haha first time like tt de la..
3 of us eaT maC 2getheR...
den meL told us abt her holidays.. esP e waTch movie one..
wid e guys... heheee chuckles*
after lunch..
Ms Tan havent come..
so we sectional.. at e corridor..
tt choir teacher ask our section 2 go further away..
disturbing them. -.-"
so we movE 2 e toilet dere.. disturb rachel dey aLL.. =p
seCtionaL on MajestiA...
i LIKE IT!! it's very nIce.. soothing...
den Mag caMe baCK... haha
ms tan later on came back le den combine..
played Majestia.. very nice~~~ =DD
deN we gt listen 2 few songs onher radio..
tried out one piece of the music..
The saInts of.. I 4gt.. =x..
so ghosTly...opps...=XX
den... play few other songs..
when play sousa sousa.. she suddenly flare up...
says she's leaving e band..we r nt concentrating...
nt listening..
making a nice piece of music 2 such a ugly one...
i guess...
it's bcos we're reALly tiRed... frm 9am in e morning till now!
n we dun like tt pieCe either...
den she started lecturing us...
nt coming 2 uniTy anymoRe.. leaving us..
haIsh. den e mS Fong tRied 2 persuade her 2 stay.. wadever i dunno..din pay attention after tt..
did push ups.. dismissed.
saT in e cafetria wiD candy n MAg toK abt waT happened...
saw kw n shirley..
den suddenly gt "plank!"
somehing was hit n broken 2 pieces..
went over 2 c.. (nosy) haha...
e b0ys.. jia yi, eugene dey aLL... play soccer till hit e Mr koH's office...
e window glass panel..
glass shattered...
den later jia yi caMe saT wiD us chat more abt wad happened..
den go hm..
woaH. so much things happened.

I don't know what 2 believe anymoRe...
LosT. Confused. gone. fallen.

-eR=

saT..

2004-09-04T20:15:00.000-07:00

aT nitE le...
havenT makan...
looking 4 midi 4 e bLog...
found e perfecT one i wanted.. yeaH!!
=DDD
aLaddin 's a whoLe new worLD...
=DD
maG use beauty and the beaSt..
neXt time we exchange..
heheE...
tink Tt's something i can feeL gd abT 2daE ba..
thaNKS maGgie!!!
feR intro tis 2 me..
=)
juZ now seems 2 haF sh0cked kF...
c0s of e repeaT thingy..
sRy woR..
bT i reALi dunno waT 2 do..
shD i stay? oR shd i gO?
haisH...
tinK abT it duRing e hoLidays...
btw.. i change my emaiL acc le...
rite..
goin 2 try stay awake 2 watch e korean series...
been wanting 2 watch it sicne a long time..
but always drift 2 slp b4 e show starts..
=x...
oppss...
tinK i g0 eaT diNNeR le..
hope 0ne 0f tiS days can g0 pLay badmintoN agaIN!
=)

-eR=

Tell me princess now when did you last let your heart decide?
chErish yA...
=)

-eR=

LiFe's a meSS!!!

2004-09-04T17:59:00.000-07:00

noW at uncLe's hse agaiN..
haIsh.. probably last time comin heRe le ba...
till exams over den can come visit...
sniFF...
aL bcos of results...
faiL 3.. siGhs**
mom nagging abT it..
daD very diSapponted in me..
waT 2 do..
hai...
dun tink can ever go out le...
mom kinda strict.. no, it's very stRict nowadays...
but i wanna watch so much moviEs..
CinderaLLa story, princess diaries, 13 goin on 30..
no chance le ba..
sighs``
my daD days he doesnt wan 2 tok abt mY results 2dae...
he ask me 2 seriously consider 2 repeat sec 3..
dun live 2 regret tt i neva retaKE...
shD i??
i duNNo ..
aRgh....
gt 2 stuDy reAL haRd now...
tis holiday like no holiday leH.
a huG anyonE??
sighs..

`Did u tInk tt i waS gonnA giF it up 2 u tis time??
diD u tink tt it was somethinG i waS goNNa dO & cRy??
dUn trY 2 teL me waT 2 dO..
dUn try 2 teL me waT to saY
u're better off tt waY!'

-eR=

2004-09-03T07:03:00.000-07:00

FrI...

ytd I found a neW freN..!!
feLicia!!
haha..
i meaN. i founD a freN tt haS e saMe c0mmon inTerest lE..!!
blusH** tt is.. lisTen hi5 songs...
i meaN theiR songs R gd ma...
haha.. den like so crAzy.. haha
anyway.. back 2 fRi...
2dae mR nathan spent almost 2 periods talking abt e sch progress..
2 periods of SS den -Gon3-
taLks reALi a loT..
den 4 ouR cLs straight P.E lo..
haha.. LucKY~
aS usuaL plaY badMinton..
but 2dae bring maG's raCket 2 scH.. she gaVe 2 me de..
=DD
she tinks heavy den dun wan le.. noone using to.. so giF me lo..
P.E waS fun..
tiS time we change partners..
kF n fadhli against me n nelson..
change of parnter once in a while ma.. dun always d saME
den was ok la..
din count oR match juz 2 against 2..
beLL ring le stil playing..last baLL..
den hoR.. some thing embrassing happen 2 fadhli.. haha =x..
after gt result slip bacK.. nT gd.. 3 faiLed..
sad... mum nt happy.. dun wan sign.. die le la.. nid ask dad sign...
sniFF** grounded 4 suRe...
mooDy..
baNd hoR..
Tt mS taN. last min decision cannot come.
can b more responsibLE a nt.
we 2dae band at haLL staGe.
I gt 2 arrange e chaiRs. so daMn hoT.
deN u NEVA come.
LAst min one some morE.
responsiblity!!!!!!
duH.]
den students leaders conducT loR..
at least gT pLay blue ridge saga n seagaTe laR.. invocation n dance too!!
I like e sLow paRt.. hEe.
aftEr band we siT deRe in e cafeteria... till 6 plus like tt..
dun feel like goin hm..
yeaH tmL no band..
hehee... oPps..
change 5 day work n sch wk ma..
frm next term staRts.. band will b on weD n FrI onLi..
weD wiLL b usual.. fRi de..
band pp notice!!!!!!!
frI will start at 2pm...
till 4pm we haf sectionaL...
4pm-5pm.. tea break...
5pm-8.30pm mS tan conduct...
den go hm 4 diNNer..
pretty laTe.. better b prepared...
tmL dunno wad i aM goin 2 do..
goiN 2 b a braND new day..
tiS one wK holiday gt loTs 2 do..
haIsh..
musT wk haRD liaO...
preserverance!!!

I do cheRisH u...
miSS ya...

-eR=

2004-09-01T06:38:00.000-07:00

WeD.1.seP
nEw mOnth!
yeaH~~
2daE teaChers' Day.
ytd dIn go baCk cckps...
s0 saD..
dIn geT 2 c aLL my eX sch maTes..
sniFF** soB...
c0s btw sch ends it will b abt 3 plus le.
stuPid sch.
s0 stayed4 e minI cOnceRt..
iT waS kinDA ..coLD?
not much pp were dere 2 attend.. aLL ruSh back 2 pri sch
shd put off e drama act till next wK ma.. den e concert duRing assembLy.. duH.
mS aW was so fuNNy!!
whEn niD 3 paIrs of shoEs..
she took 3 shoes onLi. like so maLu..
haha... =x
den she won..
skipping rope.
haha..
daMn fuNny..
caRolyn dey all say until their price like...
u won a machine t helps u relax yr muscle.. something like tT..
everyone was like Wah... s0 ex?
den come out is SKIPPING ROPE.
haha..
Mrs kuA.. she w0n.. a MOP!
haha..
s0 fuNNy..
e dancE waS okie.. so was d baNd.. cooL..
iT was ok overALL.. but relai like so coLd..
nt much pp..

aNwaY. bacK 2 wEd.
2dae... went 2 maG hSe...
bLow our inStrument..
so shuang!
BluE ridGe saga..
kF oso gt come..
den she watched e laSt samuraI outsIDE... wiD maRK whille we pLay..
haha..
afTer tt pLay baDminTOn!!
kF waiteD so LONG fer tt..
haha... =x
iT waS so FUN!
gueSS wheRe we pLay?
voiD decK..
kinDa naRrow.. but we stiLL can Play..
haha..
cos we din book court..
at first play at car park..
but t00 hoT... n bright le..
s0 we went corridor play.. e celings r pretty high..
buT stiLL keep hitting it..
den suN set down..we went back 2 carpark.. but..
CArs kept coming..
deN we change 2 a grass dere.. but it's so strange..
we cant play weLL..
in d end play back at e void deck.. hahas..
so fuNny..
2nd time, me mag team up against kf n maRk..
haha.. smack here dere...
fuN!!!
hit e 2 balls 2gether 2 e other side.. =x..
but stiLL fuN.~
play tiLL abt 6.. i niD 2 go le.. so say lasT baLL...
but. din relai want 2 go.. so kepT saying last ball again n again..
haha..
like siAO..
den wenT hm~!
perspire so mucH..
buT fuN..
keke.. =DDDDDD
neXt time go aGain..
heehee..

c0s perFect... diN feeL so perFect...
trYing 2 fit a squaRe into a circle waS no LiFe.

-er=

2004-08-28T20:55:00.000-07:00

taKe a Risk. MAke a Wish. taKe a chaNce. MakE a ChangE...

SaTurDay~~
2dae.. gt baNd...
went 2 compaSsvaLe....
some soRt oF musiC exchange...
weLL... gotTa adMit..
deY haF a veRy uniTed baNd..
nIce ToNe... pOwerfUL..
buT..
tink soMe of theM sWay around 2 e muSic t0o muCh le
I mean.. 2 swAy eLagent 2 e muSic is nice..
buT hoR.. oveR doing is.. iS too muCh.
moRe oF danCing deN plAying. -.-""""
heheee.. tink me goin 2 try iT out.. sWay.. peRhapS nicEr leh??
heheee....
toT dey wil play pRince of Egypt..
but Din... siGhs**
buT e cLArineT secTion muLan is..
OMG... 0.o
mE compare 2 dem.. like tiny pEa.. sighS***
tt mR er iZzit?
tinK he oK la... buT pLs..
Dun coMpaRe us 2 yr band loR..
wE wil b very piSsed oFF....
when went hm on e bus...
slP... but cannot tahan la..
caNdy deRe playing her fluTe on e right. racheL blowing cLarinet on e leFt
h0w 2 slP?? even though gt dics man oso cannot heaR.. haha...
=x...
after band me, cany, maG sayed bacK 2 bLow..
around 6 den reaCH hm..
deN gotta go out again... tiRed leh...
go gRams hsE.. tt's y can BloG lo...
haIsh. maG sorrY woR...
caNt acc yR bBq... =c...

LieS... Lies.. Lies...
everything's a Lie...
huRt moSt wheN iT's yR lovE oNes tt doEs tt...

=D
-eR=

2004-08-27T07:36:00.000-07:00

If iT eveR c0mes a DAy wheRe wE caNt b 2GetheR aNymoRe... keeP mE iN yR heaRt...

woohoo..
s0 lonh neVa upDate lE!!
n0w stiLL niD other pP's helP 2 uPdaTE...
aNHywaY..
maG n caNdy juZ wenT hm..
caMe my hSe do proJEct.. VERy e LONG loR..
den siaO siaO de...
n0w so TireD!! haha
actuaLLy weNT 2 mag's hse 2 maKan.
deN watch Last samuraI.
I dunno waT e moVie toking..
neVa finish e moVIe..
cos niD do projeCt...
but in e end slacK in mag's room n sLepT...
aLL 3 of uS loR..
tiRed ma..
in e end 4 plus den REach my hSE.. =xx...
3 of us like siaO?
kepT saYing abT banD sonGs..
haha...
den in end both of them 8 plus den go hm...
=p
saW an ex cLs maTe juZ noW..
playing badmintOn.. w00hoo...
........
dIn g0 4 e bbaLL maTch.. heaRd tt wE loSe..
oh weLL...
dere's always a neXt tiME...
jiA yoU~~
haPPy bDaE 2 SANdhYa!!
iT's actuaLLy tmL la. but i Dun tinK i caN upDate tmL.. =x...

Tis Wk bDae---->
BrO.. weD.. 25.08.04. 12 yRs oLD..!
syuadah... tuE iZzit? haPPy bdAE!!!
saNdhYa!!!!!! haPPy 15 bdaE!!

woohoo.. so maNy pp bdaE~~
2dae play badmintOn.. duRing P.E
dAddy liKe faCE bLack.. -.-
dunno why..
mr soH usE ouR couRT leH!
saY usE 4 a whiLe onLi..
nEXt thing i know,
P.E ovER!!
=x...
biO tesT... dIE le la... sighS~~
chI tesT... sOb... siGhS..
haF beeN fLunKING aLL MY TESTS LATELY...
ARGH!!!!!!!!
parents oso preSsuRe.... arGh...
soB... s0b...
tmL.. gt baND...
some kinDa MusiC eXchangE.
dey r goin 2 plaY PRInce oF egYpt!!
I've been waiting fEr tt sonG 4 so Long lE~~
finaLLy...

haIsh.
so sleepY le..
niTes! -eR=

caN I nT waKe uP frM tiS dreaM 0f u n me?
ReaLitY huRts so muCh..
iT's aLways d saMe proMises. saME emPty broken onEs.
whEn wiLL iT eveR stoP?

heaL d bRoken onEs wiD e brOken heaRts...

2004-08-13T06:28:00.000-07:00

I Dun waNna b like sNow whiTe waiting for a handsome prince to come and save me..

WoLA~~
bLog..FRIDAY!!
love friday..
c0s wkends R neaR!!
gt baNd 2daE..
InstructOr neVa comE..
sHe dao di caRes abT ouR band ma??
=x..
aniWay..
P.E...
eR.. I 4gt.. diD e shuttLecorD land on my siDE??
I 4Gt... FadhLi oso bLuR bLur..
haha...
Coughs...
Ms SOH neVA comE!!!
woohoo!!
tiS wk she gt course..
hehee
tt's so gD~!
heehee.
BanD kinda BorINg...
gettinG SICK of e songs..
argh...
tmL still niD go,..
moRning still nVM..
AFTERNOON?!?!?!?!?!?!
u must b sIAO... 0uT oF yr miNd.
haisH.. nt muCh 2 wrIte...
bye~

I duN want 2 noe, shi qu ni you duo tong...
doLphiN baY.. =DD

2004-08-09T22:43:00.000-07:00

eRm.. iS tis thing ok?
2dae national daY! haPPy 39th BIRTHDAY!
wow..
2dae nth's up..
came back frm uncle hse le..
mum outside wid aunties playing mahjong.. --.--"
how am i suppose 2 slp??
so juz surfing around..
haish!
tmL wanted 2 play badminton de..
but mum dun allow..
i oso feelng a bit sicK..
fLu.. arGh.. HATE it..
gotta ruSh hmWk now..(tmL)
argh..
4days so fast goin 2 b over liao
argh..
argh!!
oso caRn go fer d dance..
haish~~~
tiLL den!

Xiao Ping gaI -luv= ta ta
aWw.. so SweeT~~!
u taught me how 2 look back 2 others when deY tease me..
n0w, i"m muCh braVer. =)

2004-08-08T04:52:00.000-07:00

DoLphin Bay...

Past feW dayS diN bloG... cos was waTchinG doLphin bay..
iT's so nice! t0uchinG... but I din Like e eNding.. =x..
anyway.. i tink i can onli bLog when i'm in my uncle's hse...
my laptop seems 2 haf plently of problems... humpH~!
so now aT uncle's hse blogging...
tiS past few days was so tired!!
rehearsal dere here 4 e NDP on fri... finally over..
it's like so tiring.. too tiring liao... went hm. bomp!
fell aslp.. =,
Fri..
woRe e BAND uniform..
iT's like...
too girly fer me le..
it's lYk... WAITRESS
-.-"
can u imgaine tT?!
sKirt s0 damn tighT...
court (someone told me spell like tt..i duNno) shoes so pain...
woRe d blaZer( correct? eL faiL...)...
so h0t!
>.<
canNot run... tinK i can neva b waiTresS
tiS yR sch NDP is much moRe lively n haPPening..
ouR band.. like SIAO de...
haha.. but fuN ba..
uNIty WaVe!!
baNd juZ waVed e bLazer... hehee.. so Funny..
but tt day quiTe tiRing...
c0s later still weNt out 2 faR eaSt wiD kF, yana, hui2, candy n 2 of kf's pri sch fren..
clebrate kf early bdae...
oh ya. HAPPY 15 TH BIRTHDAY KF!!!!!!! =D
we bought heR a teddy beaR... gave her on thu...
she seems 2 like it a lot.... =)
both kF's pRi sch fren verY socialable.. =D thanks 4 showing me d buS hm..
last nite watch e dolphin non stop..till 2 plus in d morning...
cant help it la.. =x
tis after noon den finish watching e whole series..
=) quite touching...
but.. haiSh..
tiNk it;s morE likE a fAiRy taLE...
I mean h0w many gaLS r tt Lucky??
2 haF a guy like tt? childhood so sweet?
after watching den went jurong pt...
i FINALLY bought my sch baG le!
converse de.. i like it alot...= >
den mag has been trying 2 find me like i tink very long...
ask if whther wanna go c e fireworks at esplanae..
but cldnt go.... cos at nite.. my mum dun allow..
n0w dey shd b watching le ba....
=c so sad... caRnt accompany u guys dere...
haF fun woR aniway... =)

yR eyes arent meant 4 teaRs...
aS long as u believe... yR wishes wil lcome truE....
----> doLphin bay de!! very meaningfuL!

hm... gt their soundtrack?? e theme song very nice.. I dun waNt to noE...
e jaP one oso very nice.. anyone gt... pLs sent me? thanks~! =DDDD

2004-07-31T21:57:00.000-07:00

BaCK undER e staRs, back inTo yR ArMS.. WIsHES..

FinaLLy blogging!
yeserday tried 2 bloG but cldnt.. =\
Fri..
badminton~! suddenly everyone's so obessed wiD it..
even e bbaLL guys.. straNge..
anyway..
sweat alot!
play non stop wid nelson..
den fadli... we play non stop!
consective.. ball never drop!
fer so LONG.. den tiring..
argh!
i nT fu qi! last shuttle cord land on m court!!
cos my racket flew out.. frm my hand while playing!
hands sweaty mah... =x...
next time wont.. will b at yr court le faDLI! =DD
den went MAg hsE b4 goin 2 band..
her mum cooked spagettic(correct?)
it was yummy~!
den laid dere in her room wid e air con on..
on e floor wid d pillow. so comfortable! =D
den went fer band..
haish...
was e last practice wid mr lim n chong..
mr chong diN turn up...
=x..
ran thru all e songs..
kinda sad...
after aLL... dey r e ones who brought a small baby band up...
haish.... so sad..
but cant do anything abt it rite?
-------------

saT..
2dae meet mag n candy at e mrt..
was suppose 2 drill...
but it's drizzling.. so din..
played pieces... later drill again..
but hee... i din drill!
c0s dey wan sLs 2 come up...
den later n candy, zoey help e librarians 2 sort scores..
N skipped e whole drill!
=DD
deN mY 2 juniors very gd woR..
helP me keep instruments while i sort e scores..
thanKS Sherlyn n Tze Yu!! =DD

`shErLyn...
iT's okIe.. dun feel so guilty oVer e mouth piece thingy..
it happens all e time.. cheer up k? use eiLeen's 4 e time being
stay cheerfuL! =)`

3 of us ( mag, candy, mE!~)after tt met kF.. den we ate at 7-11..
was suppose 2 play badminton at yew tee Cc...
but dunno wat function so went cck stadium
gt play 4 a while.. wid ronald, Jonnathan, Eugene, Leow leong..
-.- keeP making me n kf laugh..
oiE... play badmintonm oR tennis de???
hahas...
after tt no court left,, dere was so many pp!
so we juz sat dere.. den all e guys left..
4 og us juz sat dere continue chatting... util 4 plus den go..
tiRing~~
but den went hm stiL read storybk,, very nice..
xx Midnight PearL xx
but e ending wasnt wad i wanted.. =/...
now blogging at uncle's hse.. again!
my com siao siao de.. dun let me blog ma..
try make an effort 2 visit my grams every wk... =)
g0in accomPany heR.. tatas..

I dun wanna noe.. If u played me keep iT on e low..
c0s my heart cant take it anymore...

pLs.. dun giF me a glimpse oF hoPe... when u meanT 2 faDe awAy.. `faKe`

tHough iT's nT possible... one always still wish against hope.... hoping tt one day.. e one she likes will return her his feelings... [bRoken]

2004-07-29T21:30:00.000-07:00

heR feeLingS she hiDes.. dreaMs sHe caNt fInd...

w0LA~

FinaLLy cAN bLog le... buT like stiLL so strange..

aNywaY.. thu~ daNCe~ daNCe~

haha...

fiNish leaRning e tWiSt n ShaKE le! feR oLd foRks home...

kiNda PaisaE.. buT c0me on! I onLi liVe oNCe! =D

goTta liVe lifE 2 fuLLest..

diYana taught e dance step.. iT's like reaLi shaKe a loT...

caRoLyn, diyana kePt asKing uS 2 'shaKE lA!!! shaKe yR buTt!!'

>.< haha..

...... =( mE loSt My HisT teXtbk!!!!!

aRgh..!!!

duNNo stoLen oR waT... =c...

humpH!

hiSt... nowadays' hisT leSSon alWays inTeresTing de..

gT moVies 2 watch ya noe~

2dae watcH e laSt sumaRI (dunno how sPeLL)=x..

veRy niCe.. waNNa waTch.. havent watch finish yeT~

tmL hiSt tesT deN taKe bacK... -w-..

pasT fEW daYs diN bloG cos aLL e teSt needed 2 sTudy...

noW finaLLy oveR.. neXt wk aLL e test start again...

haish...

like neVer eNding

liFe oF a sTudeNT..

2daE cHi tesT diE le lA! aLL like duNNo...

die die die...

weekendS r finaLLy heRE!!!

yiPee...

nth la.. juZ finally a wk of work is over!

stress maN!

phy tesT oso..

duNno A maths hoW le..

naH~!

wkends aRe heRe!

tmL wiLL b a beTter daY...

`waNt to know what this means,

waNt to knoW hoW to feeL,

waNt to knOw eVerytHing abT u..`

meaNt t0 be suPposE 2 be.. buT we LosT it...

2004-07-25T01:56:00.000-07:00

sUnday... I'm stiLL at my uncle's hse..

later den go hm.. so might as well blog fiRst..

change sKin le~! meL chan heLp de...

thankS! =)

juZ fiNished my math.. so much 2 do!

next wk gt so much tests!!

phy, hisT, Mt!!

aLL havent start revising.. die liao..

tot weD no band can reaLi reVise chi.. but suddenly say gt band...

=c...

aVriL LaviGne roCKS!!!!!!

I like her song so much!! so meaningfuL & girL powER

" iT's nicE 2 noe tt u were there,

thanks fer acting like u care,

and making me feeli like i was d onli one..

It's nice 2 noe we had it aLL,

thanks fer watching as i faLL

and letting me noe we weRe done~!"

hehee...

sigh~

so fast tmL gt sch again..

2 days weekends r not enuFF la!!!!

sniFF**

hm..

anYone gt FF movie??

FinaL fantaSy de.. i wanna watch... MoviE~~ nt game..

gtg...

tata..

########

Dun waNNa b a fooL in yR eyeS.. c0s waD we haD.. waS buiLt on Lies..

n0 poInt waItinG f0r someone who's nt goIn 2 reTurn baCK yR feElingS.. movE on girL!

cya~

2004-07-24T07:08:00.000-07:00

u weRe eVerything, eVerything I wanTed...
aRGH~!
type type type suddenly everything disappear!
daMn it
gotta start aLL oveR
so...
yesterday though online but Fdin blog bcoa feeling abt.. siaNz..
so.. like tt lo
fri...
nathan... dunno anything.. dun anyhow saY.. u arent a gd principle... even my dad says sO! g0 fly yr eagle kite la... =\
den P.E.. play badminton...
nt relai in the mood 2 play bcos of wat nathan say.. idiot...
mR soh used me kf, neLson n Fadhli as examples.. so pai sae.. =x
anyway..
after sch went eat 2gether...
big grP.. six of us.. haha all $2.50 budget each de... =D
tok abt alot of stuFFs...
den gt band...
juz e usuals...
after band stayed 2 chat.. cos din relai wanna go hm
wid mag, candy, zoey n felicia..
went hm... den g0 chat online.. wid wiLD foX
maRk chee LA.
den promised 2 bring poms poms 2dae fer e soccer match de.. haha..
yeah.. my hands r e poms poms.
saT band.. n0 dRills..
tis morning was raining very heavily..
so combine den sectional...
sectional was kinda boring...
but i gt try e oboe, flute n trumpet..haha..so fun
i can blow.. except trumpet... cant pitch high >.<
deN afteR band went loT one wid rebecca, mag, n candy..
walk until our legs want 2 break le.. so tired!!!
physically tired too
in the end candy went my hse mostly slping//
=x.. suppose 2 watch e enemy at e gates de... den most of the time slping. too tirEd la.. =D
den candy 7 liddat den went hm...
den at nite gft chat wId daddy...
as in my real DAD
u noe those once in a while long chat..
was feeling kinda stress out n down lately ma..
so we chat until i gt cry.. =?? =x
den daddy say i go uncle hse ba.. visit gram ba.. will feel better
den daddy gif me a ride.. juz purposely a ride out fer me u noe...
thanks~! s0 touched..
i feel better le.. so now i at uncle's hse bloggging....

aFraid.. tt iF i eveR make a siLLy mistake aCCidently ny enteRing yr life again.. i wld never make it out frm yr shadows....
........

take me down frm e mountains and wash me in the 0cean.. tt's where i'll b saved frm thinking of u... hopelessly

2004-07-24T06:42:00.000-07:00

y0u weRe eVeRyThing, eVeryThing, I waNted..

heE.. yeSteRday dIn bLog in bc0s feEling abiT.. dunno.. sIan
ntH muCh ba.. guess eVeryday iT's Like tt rite?
n0w aT my UncLe's hsE... daD dRive ME heRe.. thaNks =)
waSnt feElinG tT weLL.. aS in MentaLLy maH.. daD recommand I go gRam deRe.. s0 heRe i aM
caNdy caME 2 mY hsE 2daE aFteR band..
caMe 2 watch e enemy at the gatEs. gt Jude Law.. =p
buT legolas still e best
abt 7 den she went hm ba.. den.. caMe home....
feeling kiNda down.. dunno why..
chat alot wid dad.. u ne0e th0se 0nce in a whiLE long taLk..
chat until cry.. c0s suDdenLy I'm aFraid of the futuRe..
I don't know what lies ahead of me..
sigh/
buT. fEeling a loT better ba..
haTe guys a loT recentLy...
duN ask me whY.
it's obvious isnt it? some guys din somethings wrong.. but nt on me.. lucky=x
0h ya. 2dae band no instructor ma.. so we play ourselves..
tried e oboe , flute, n trumpet..
all can blow except trumpet.. cant pitch >.<
a lot of sectionaL..
kinda boring..
den rebecca came.. can chit chat.. hehee..
after tt marK came.. ask me whee is my pom pom
c0s e night b4 told him tt i'll bring pom poms 2 cheer feR band..ha..
after band went lot one wid mag, candy, rebecca
walk untill my legs wanna giF way.. s0 tired!!
dun haf drills but still so tired..
in e end candy came 2 my hse ,ost of e time slping while watchin e movie =x

taKe me d0wn frM e mountains & wasH me in e 0ceaN.. tT's where i"ll b saVe frm thinking of u
....
aFraID.. tT iF i eVeR maKe one siLLy MisTake aGain by EnteRing inTo yR life aCCidentLy.. i"ll will neVer b abLe 2 geT out frM yr ShadoWs..

woaH aRGh

2004-07-22T03:43:00.000-07:00

wOla..
man.. juZ gt sCaRed... eiLeeN la!!
seNd me tT thiNg.. =x....
makE me sCreaM s0 loUd....
aNiWay..
wRite aBt yeSterDay fiRst..
wED... 21.7.04. raCiaL haRmony...
woRe a MaLay costume... LiYana's..
deN iT's liKe so tiGhT~!!
shE s0 tHin.. me n kF.. man...
haha..
deN e whOle daY woRe tt LoR.. kiNda paI saE...=x...
buT aiyAH Fun ma..
quiTe a lot of uS woRe it.. tink onLi ouR cLs ba.. yeaH~
caRoLyn, Le, farhana, syudaha, liyana, diyana, fatimah, shafika?
feLicia, meL chan, kf, liang tong, liza, wee ting?
keke... a Lot Rite?? deN aFteR scH took loTs of pic.. haha..
deN gt band.. s0 change baCK....
den.. mR honG conDuct... caNNot stOp laughinG!!!!!!!!!!
i MEaN., hiS like so.. u noe...=p
dEn.. e new instructoR caME.. SUDDENLY...
asKed uS 2 pLay biG fuN..
sHe dunno wheTher cONductinG oR daNcing de....
buT stiLL oK loR
shE gt golden teetH leh!! =x
deN... kw... taKE caRE k??????
musT hoR.... i"ll b heRE...

thu~~ 22.07.04..
oK loR..
daMn. gT scaRed bY maG agAin~!=0
haha..
deN... ntH mucH La
afTer leSson...
weNt loT 1.. wiD liYana aGain!!
keke.. likE evERYdaY 0so Go..
haha.. deN go liBrary.. juZ gt baCK....
bTw.. .me wanna look feR baG..... scH bag
back pack...
aNionE noeS wheRe gT seLL nicE niCE de??
otheR den thoSe harVest saCk...
a bit sportsmanshiP liKe tt De...
teLL mE K?? thaNKS~~

pHraSes...
iF u haF e c0uRagE 2 diE... whY caNt u haF e c0uRage 2 liVe??
waD maKes 0ne s0 easY 2 faLL in LovE buT s0 haRd 2 4geT? sTraNge?
=DD taTa~

TuEsdaY.. 20 juNe 04..saD..

2004-07-20T01:25:00.000-07:00

`laTer haF tuItion. goTTa tYpe fAsT..
so.. 2daE juZ an0theR day?
aT fiRst scH waS aLrite..
buT afTer reCess...
not reALi in tt kinDa mooD 2 sTudy le ba..
hahA but stiLL can =)
kiNda A saD daY acTuaLLy..
0uR scH gt s0me0ne diEd... y? I duNNo...
juMped...
waS so woRRied...saD ba..
bUT nT reALi c0s duNNo tT peRson.. but shockEd la..

aNywaY..
n0 aSsemBly...
fRee pEriod...
chiT chaT loR..
aFter Tt LiyaNa.aka.wIndy aCcomPany mE 2 loT 1..
bought e noTe bks.. haha.. kf, me n winDy de..
wE weNt 2 checK out e yaMaha..
n0 spaCE le la..
onLi leFt 2... but it's me cLoudie n wIndy waNt 2gethEer..
s0 neXt stOP aT weStmaLL ba..
deN g0 hm eaT luNch loR..
now heRe wRitinG in..
=DD
taTa~

wOrdS 2 saY...
deAth Is nT e soLutiOn 2 aNy pRobLems In liFe..
DeRE's m0re 2 Life...
u Dun haF 2 faCE tiS aLonE... I'm heRe... =)

2004-07-19T03:43:00.000-07:00

hM...
2daE ntH muCh ba..
juZ an0theR daY..
geo Din scoRe Tt weLL..
Mrs chaN den s0 anGry wiD e whoLE cLS.. duH..
m0N~~ dRamA~~
kiNda fUnny.. keke.. mR Z aLways s0 fuNNy dE ma..
kF 2daE leNt mE unDer MY skiN.. tHanKS~~!! veRy niCe
suPPose 2 haF tuiTion 2daE de.. buT laSt miN posTponE 2 tmL..
s0 gT tiMe 2 bLog loR..
Mean gaLs veRy niCE~~~ keke.. =DDD

PhraSes.. moMents.. oF me...
wHen iT's timE 2 Let g0.. leT it Go..
I duN waNNa cRy a TeaR feR u.. s0 4giF mE iF i Do...

RitE~
gTg..~~ taTa.. =DD taGGGgggg

w0w~~

2004-07-19T02:11:00.000-07:00

s0.. wOW~~! My BloG!!
thaNks maG!! hm.. hee.. juZ tRying ouT~
keke...

2004-07-18T01:19:00.000-07:00

yo.. this is my new blog.. =D